we love animal! --> YEAH RIGHT!

"God loved the birds and invented trees.  Man loved the birds and invented cages. "

~Jacques Deval, Afin de vivre bel et bien~

 

can be said sadism, can be said cruelty. but for me, to define it better, i would say devilish. demonic part of human. looking inside the heart of those individuals that enjoy animal abuse and torture, its just as filthy as dirt which comparatively puts human civilization fail at once. there are people who love to sex torture, animal torture or just abuse child for no purpose. letting out their anger in such a unique way might 'relax' them down. as if, they just found their remedy to their nonsensical emoness.

but, what do you have to comment on people who loves to torture just for publicity and self satisfaction. as freely advertised, these torture-junkies love to publicize their 'achievements' in social networking web site such as Facebook (some in Youtube, Metacafe and blogspots). i am spesifically referring to a special case (Malaysia) where suspect tortured a poodle dog to stand on its hind. it got the attention of  Facebook users. according to malaysian law, punitive actions will be taken against the accused once caught. and to my surprise, he (accused torturer - yet to be tracked) will be FINED RM200 or JAILED FOR 6 MONTHS! reading that news online, which most talked about in Facebook, first struck to my mind was, the little amount  of fine that equates the torture of the poodle. what ever it is, hope the accused face the consequences of his acts.

Speed Cooking - The funniest movie is here. Find it

try checking out the video above. its and 'ART' to some which (or exquisite delicacy) cooking alive creatures. DEMONIC. we hungry so we eat. but certainly we do not eat that way. what makes them to even think bout eating things alive? funny bunch of humans. and to my thoughts, apparently what is appealing to some human about animals is "Can they suffer?" rather than "Can they cuddle us?", "Can they become our best friend?", "Can they talk?" etc.. we care more on our satisfaction. and ONLY that matters.

anyhow, we have to remember that animals are cruel and 'beastful' creatures too. BUT only when they are hungry or insane (PS : to be sane, you need thinking skills and some working brains which animals doesn't posses!). looking at cases that we see, most of animal torturers doing it for self satisfaction or gourmet purposes. isnt a little bit shameful? if we compare ourselves with animals:

1. animals dont torture their offspring
2. animals do not have thinking skills
3. animals are uncivilized and beastly (considering they cant think what is right or wrong, this is fine) 
4. we know what is shame. animal don't. to me, i even consider comparing human to animals itself already eternal embarrassment to us. 

THINK RIGHT!!

(click on the pic above if u dare to see what that guy did to the cat. ONLY IF YOU DARE)

try checking out this blog. ANIMAL TORTURE . more updates on worst things and steps to prevent them.

for more info and knowledge : SPCA

and for further reading : SheenaBlogspot

Drink, Drunk, Drama

"a drunkard is like a whiskey-bottle, all neckand belly and no head."

~AUSTIN O'MALLEY, Keystones of Thought~

we hear, we see, and we know.

for what a beverage can do to conscious thinking, yes, we know it all.

we have heard and perhaps have experienced the stories of indian mans, both youngsters and elderly chaps who know how to drink and certainly know how to sleep on road, abuse children and wives, steal stuffs, talk out of consciousness and so much more. we also have seen it gone worst from committing adultery to breakage of family bonds. we, indians: as we know it.

we know alcohols posts negative effects to the body and also socially effects the people around. that is not my concern. but it ‘magically up-lift’ the image of the society. read this situation that i have encountered:

“was strolling in kajang streets and wanted to catch bus home. an elderly INDIAN man  (whom i address, Indian hereafter) came by and asked for money. 

INDIAN : aiya, konjam uthavi seyunggey. 4 naala saapedele. pasikithu.

(unmentioned todi/kallu/alcohol smell straight to the face~~~ weeeeeee)

looking at his tongue whilst he was talking to me, i noticed his tongue is blue-black. i asked why is it in that color. he said he duno. ASS! that is clearly shows your liver are damaged! a.k.a. *rosak nak mampus!* . i did not agree for his request. NO was my answer. he turned to ask from a malay lady at his back. out of sudden he bumped into a malay teenager who was rushing for the bus U40 to terminal.

MALAY GUY : BODOH! HINDU MABUK!!

i was stunned. being addressed as such in public made my day. definitely a thing to remember.”

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that is the tag we get. HINDU MABUK. yeah that is true ill say. we can see indian teenagers sleeping on road with the vomit on his buddy’s face. we have seen tears of housewives who had enough with her husband. we have even seen marriage, friendship and family relation wither just because of alcohols. 

some are rationalizing it. “Chill, la”, “just for fun”, “im drinking for tiredness”, “im celebrating my happiness with my machas!” and so on. this and that. it doesnt matter. drink for own good and to share happiness is alright. but drinking till bothering others and tormenting the image of the society is certain NO!.

very sad to hear that, our society is far back outdated just because wastage of human resource and social/ethical issues due to alcoholism. allowing any individual’s talent to go waste and not to the society deteriorates the status and social standing in the community. and that, is happening now to us, Indians. even more sad to see our young generation of educated students drinks, not for anything, but for trivial reasons. and we know it all. just look around and start to ponder. where is this society heading to?

if these drunken civilians are to uplift the status of Indians’ image, up bring the social  status, able to find the solutions for the poverty that Indians face, able to make every indian proud as the way he/she is, then i do support alcoholism and indians.

outraged. anger. dissatisfaction. 

changes must be implemented. no more degrading indians. and for that : INDIANS must work together. not for others but for our own selves.

THINK RIGHT!

kelahiran yang sempurna

definitely the most memorable morning i have ever had. it was first morning of my 22-nd year kicked off by weird and nonsensical dream. first time had a dream where three different stories continues from one to another without any link. and the first time i remember those details in the dream too! the plot goes like this :

First dream was in ipoh. i and my brother (appear to be black money thieves and he was 11 yrs!) were printing fresh rm100 notes and trying to escape off by running on medan kidd streets (ipoh). my brother decided to count the money as running. the plan was to pretend as though jogging. taking 3oclock from jalan leong boon. unfortunately caught by police and  i manage to escape. my brother was caught by police and that, freak me out in the dream. he was punished to be roasted and burnt alive. somehow i saw a appearance of young american boy with partial-permed-blonde hair getting toasted. i was dreaming bout him till he fall into a ashes. very scary!

Second dream, was my course mates and i hunting and running after our another coursemate - Muthu (true names not b mention; used hereafter are mock names with genuine racial identity). all of us are like running like some cannibals after muthu. then, meenachi (nt true name too) shouted and chased till muthu got trapped in a room. and she laughed vigorously and kicked him hard. dunno what is the purpose. chong, devi and me was laughing at him. and he was too.totally crazy!

Third dream was an awkward jewelery seller guy (that was me and my uncle), selling ear-rings and purse to mall visitors. looked like very vast but dnt know what mall is that and it is congested with lot of Chinese people. i still remember the prices of the ear-rings. the most expensive - RM179.90, then RM159.90 and also cheap ear-rings priced at RM30.00. most of them were in abstract design, blue in color and it looked beautiful. and i was selling those pieces peacefully, till i sold the most expensive one to one annoying Chinese lady. she gave me rm 250.00 and i need to give her balance money in return but she vanished. i was looking for her until it was the closing time of the mall. suddenly no people and no shop open (the mall is already closed). and she came out of nowhere and she scolded me like hell! she was accusing me i stole her money. then i threw her money to her. and magically i woke up after that. LOL

i was blessed with wishes and compliments from people whom i love. what is better than being remembered and get sincere wishes from kith and kin on your birthday? the first rankers are: (LOL)

• 1st sms -  MOM
• 1st call -Lavanyah
• 1wishes -Lavaniya
• 1st fb msg (inbox) -Sukhbir
• 1st fb wall post - Kah Meng Tan
• 1st supermost advance wish - Pravin
• Most delayed call - Jagaan

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this poem is dedicated to my parents and people around me who always keep near to their heart!

indulge ~~ 

check out my previous poem on my birthday! -->> DAKAPAN PERTAMA

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kelahiran yang sempurna

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ku melihat
awan
angkasa
alam
tidak dengan mata
begitu luas dan gagah...

ku merasa
manis
angin
hujan
tidak guna lidah

begitu girang dan indah...

di atas langit
di bawah lautan
di panas api
di sejuk salji
tak pernah ku rasa
nikmat dunia~~

bagaikan cahaya dan haruman
begitu bebas, begitu rancak
makna hidup yang penuh senyuman
tuah kehidupan..

tulang tulang hidup
dibaluti daging senyuman
ditutupi kulit fikiran
diberi mata, hidung, lidah, telinga dan rasa
merasa nikmat dunia~~
penuh maya
penuh mistik

bagai mantera dalam angin
menindik telinga
dalam tiupan seruling
begitu tersembunyinya
nikmat alam..

sempurna sungguh

kehidupan

indah sungguh

alam

maya sungguh

ciptaan

oleh Dia yang satu

ku terasa...

kalau tidak dalam dakapan ibu

kalau tidak dalam panas hujan
kalau tidak dalam bayu lautan

di manakah lagi kesempurnaan hidup ini?

 

தமிழர் திருநாள் வாழ்த்துக்கள்

 the bountiful day comes again this year on 14 january 2011. before that boghi (ritual of burning old/useless things to denote throw filthy habit and prosper) kick starts the celebration. wishing all the tamilans out thr a very memorable and prosperous this year could ever be to all of you. PONGGAL NALVAAZHTUKKAL!

 

தமிழர் திருநாள் வாழ்த்துக்கள் - PONGGALO PONGGAL

பொங்கல் என்பது,

சங்கத் தமிழனின்

தேசியத் திருவிழா,

வீசிய விதையின்,

வேரில் முளைத்த,

வியர்வைப் பூக்களின்,

இயற்கைத் திருவிழா..

PuNcH LiSt

"life is good. awesome. blessed."

punchlist. some engineering term that is used to denote dissatisfaction or failure in models, process design or flow diagram of chemical plant expressed in terms of statements for further studies and rectification. in order to develop a accurate chemical process model or flow diagram, it must mimic the actual plant for subject relevancy and ease of understanding and also to avoid any null/error values in its operating conditions.

(flow diagram is design of deployment of chemical reactors, equipments, pipes, indicators and other materials in form of drawing on paper to notify its operating pressure, temperature and other parameters) 

~ what a damn long description for a drawing?? ~

when those accurate design does not meet clients' expectations, it falls under the PUNCHLIST form where it need further studies and rectification. so the engineer-in-charge must fix the problem according to what is asked for. so to cut short, punchlist is set of dissatisfaction (in engineering term).

when i was working close with process and simulation engineers, i found out that the client's have thousands of punchlist that does not satisfy them. omfg! THOUSANDS! to work one of it out, somehow will take from half day to weeks. pheewww!! that made me to ponder. as per say, a client can give hundreds of dissatisfaction against worked model by an engineer, how many trillions of 'punchlist' a.k.a. dissatisfaction that the world can have? a man can have? surely alot..

and assuming, the ULTIMATE ENGINEER a.k.a. God receives punchlists, it will be millions in a DAY. just imagine from food to hunger, shelter to protection, water to nature, safety and wishes etc....

it will be thousands of dissatisfactions/wishes that the god will be receiving.

creepy

 

im saying this, because a lot of us does not appreciate or at least expect what is satisfactory in our life. we always wants the best, the biggest, the happiest, the expensive of all, whereas at the same time we have our brothers and sisters who do not even have cloths to wear, water to drink or food to eat. there are injustice all over, and what we can ask for is ferrari, Haagen Diasz and Prada to show off? Think Right!

  

 

we do not really look around and be thankful of what we have. all of us. even my parents do possess such habit. human nature i guess. but certainly  not a good one. once u have cloth to cover your body, permanent shelter, food to cover your hunger and people to make you smile, YOU are one of the luckiest heavenly creatures of earth.all i can say is, we are denying to appreciate life. there is always a mistake and unlucky fate that You think its  hunting you; or given/punished by God. but if you look back, ponder about the friends you have, food you ate, love you got, you can feel tonnes time safer and thankful than these pitiful babies and inhabitants of earth. 

~let us take this split moment to remember and learn something from those who lost their life for poverty, hunger, and unbearable injustice in world~

silent prayers to your heart, smiles, helping hands and tonnes of 'thanks' to everyone will definitely make your day as lucky as a millionaire. life aint that bad; for those who wana live it like no any other. step out. look around. talk loud. laugh a lot. help about and ponder. you will enjoy life and be thanking almighty for what you had, have and will be having in future. 

for what life has to offer, each of us should be grateful and passionate to live this gift.

intha boomiye poovanam...
unggal pookalai keallungal..
intha vaazhkeiyea seethanam..
unggal theivaiyei keallungal..

~~~indulge~~~

 

MTBE, MRU, ORU, CSP

some abbreviation, some meaning . the short forms are FEW of words that a chemical plant worker should know.

MTBE – methyl tertiary-butyl ether

MRU – Me-OH (methanol) recovery unit

ORU – oxygenate removal unit

CSP – complete saturation process

 

those are some jargons used in some plants. name of unit/area of certain chemical plant. specifically referring to PolyPropylene Malaysia  Sdn. Bhd. (PPMSB) and MTBE Malaysia Sdn. Bhd. (MMSB) chemical production plants. most probably located in kuantan (which i am not sure of). these are the sections of chemical processing plant’s name – which the chemical product generated are polypropylene and metyl tertiary-butyl ether (MTBE). mtbe used as blending stock in unleaded motor gasoline whereas.

 

its an one year project in the company that i am working in,  Sciensim Sdn. Bhd. which in its completion period (upcoming march 2011). quite busy. quite tensed where the process engineers struggle hard to stimulate and model the plants in 2D and 3D models to calculate necessary details.

maths, equations, chemistry, safety features, environmental issues, programming language, modelling softwares, reaction engineering, separation process, thermodynamics, design  of materials, process plant design and chemical dynamics are some of the knowledge that based on the project.

(add the pic of stressful life)

note the word ‘SOME’ in the sentence. nothing complicated. u just need to sleep less, look at lines of programming codes & commands to search for which period or full stop went wrong, study chemical diagrams, go back home late in midnight and some little dedication of extra study. only that. nothing much. normal working engineer on move works such way i guess; at least the one who works in Sciensim doing it in such way.

scary and kinda shocking . that made me to ponder…

what for so much of scheduled time table? why living in logarithmic life? get too complicated sometimes till you might get stress and tension. perhaps one two exploding nerves

LOL

depending or working under someone/some company till hard for you to get time-out for yourselves is not satisfying at all. worst of all, u could not get the full privilege of being a owner or the Big Boss. that made me to doubt on the choice i took few years ago: why engineering field? hahaha!

whatever it is, life is good and awesome if you want it to be. MTBE, MRU, ORU and CSP are just few of abbreviations from whole engineering literature. there are a lot more to dive, a lot more to see . if there is an adversity of any sort in life, it is just to trim, shape and mould us to a better person. just to put extra twist in boring, flat life adventure. think such way and you will definitely will be smiling at yourself and the choices that you have taken.

cheerio!!!

1-1-'11 @ kay-elle-see-see

extreme crowd and sporting attitude was smearing around whole kl which  started from edge selangor itself. lots of people, lots of bevavior. from rude to decent; from pleasant to none. they are there. welcoming twenty-eleven with cheer and wildness. walking through the streets of kl at that time, made me to humm this song, for some unknown reason. ilayaraja song of yedho mogham... indulge <3

weird streets of KL gives you wide range of experience of seeing people. wild, gay, hookers, rude, polite, perverted, scary, gothic, emo, cheerful and et cetera. funny. nice to see alot of people with different character. the best part of all is the ktm experience. chest-to-chest encounter with girls. and they dnt even mind! i realised at a point my crotch  was assaulted by hip of a chick! wtf. you get this in kl all the time?

LOL

anyway anyhow, lemme share some photos of my new year experience :

 the 10percent of the crowd in klcc park

 the hero

 lrt at its speed

aftermath of fireworks

[click here for more!]

wishing to all people and creatures in the world to feel blessed and appreciate things around us. happy new year :D